Missing IT ..

i bet everyone missing the one they loved this holliday..
including me .. -.-

well , for me ...
it's kinda diffy(dfferent) ..
coz i dont know that it will miss me or not ..
^^
so i just dont know ..
then i'm stopping to make another hope and forget how to get chances.
i wonder if next year will be the same as 2010 ..
i hope to get miracles..
hahaha ..

p/s :: i love rain .. do you??